And why is that. Not for my ex, but for everyone around me. Why do I feel so alone in a crowd. The one time I feel truly happy is when I'm around the one I'm beginning to love, or perhaps beginning to want to love is better. And why can't I tell her so, despite how I feel. It's just fear, fear of rejection. Because if she says no, I'll again be broken.
I hate this .... Like when it feels like someone cares they are faking it and making me feel like crap because a lot of people wish they different. I just wish i didn't feel so alone, so hopeless, and so lost. I miss my life
I have lived this and I will never waste time like that again. Time you can never get back. And you can feel so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else. You should never feel that way in a good healthy relationship.
Yeah I'm tired of having to be strong and do what's right tired of every time things start to get better something happens I just want to run as far away as I can't figure what I am doing wrong I am a good person I would do anything thing for anyone just about and I just feel so alone and it sucks but I guess that's life we are supposed to knock off the dust and get back on but how many times can you be thrown before you break........