It didn't matter what people thought about her. Her focus was never on small talk. She had better things to do with her life, like become a better woman. She didn't care what people said behind her back because most of them never had the guts to say it to her face anyway. She didn't care if people believed in her, or if they were going to pick up and leave. What she offered was more than good enough and anyone who wanted to walk away from that... Well, that was on them.
So I've officially given up on everything. Why? Because I'm done caring about people who don't care about me, I spend way too much time making sure everyone else is happy so I dive myself insane because I never have time to make sure I'm still happy, and I'm done with feeling alone and unwanted every single day. That's why
"But this time it wasn't like the way you lost your phone, or your favorite pair of socks. It wasn't momentary and I wasn't searching for myself. I had given up on that. I had let myself fly away on the wind, never to return." ~E.H. Brown