I am so thankful that I have found the love of God. I have truly been saved. I cannot dwell on the past but ask for forgiveness and move on. I cannot say that my past was a waste for I have learned too much from it. Please don't give up on yourself because God will not give up on you.
Pray for your future husband... He needs your love now, even if you've never met him! Not only do I pray this for my future husband but I also pray that I strengthen my relationship with God in all these ways as well!