I've gotten to a point where I don't know what I am anymore. I constantly feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I'm going crazy and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. I can't even think straight. I am a mess. I'm coming apart at the seams and it scares me.
This is exactly why I don't want to be a junior next year my closest friends graduating, transferring. Just leaving me. I just want to SLAM THE BREAKS to stop everything not move just be with them now and forever. But I know it doesn't work that way and I don't know if I can Handle it anymore. But I also I don't want to regret anything either