"The greatest fear in the world is of the opinions of others. And the moment you are unafraid of the crowd you are no longer a sheep, you become a lion. A great roar arises in your heart, THE ROAR OF FREEDOM." ~Osho http://www.barefootfive.com/2013/05/the-roar-of-freedom/
Well that hit the nail on the head.. :/ however, I know I will accomplish my goals/dreams with God.. It's just taking time is all. And when it comes to friends, all I can do is try.. If they want to leave.. I can't make them stay.