;( I want to tell my parents how lonely, sad, and how bad it is getting, but I can't. They will hate me. Everyone hates me. People on IG tell me to go kill myself and tell me that I should cut. I don't cut....at all, but lately I've been thinking about it. I have no friends. I get made fun of. I hate to eat, because I am too fat. (100 pounds) Ugh! I hate myself!*
That's so interesting<<<I feel as if it's Lin's way of showing us that for all of Hamilton's impressive use of words, he has an impossible time of expressing the most painful of emotions. Like he can't properly express grief with his words anymore. He just FEELS.
~I do feel some guilt when I'm sad, angry, frustrated or down about something, because I totally understand that in the grand scheme of things, life really is good and things could always be worse. But that doesn't mean you don't have the right to feel what you're feeling either~