I am more sensitive than other people. Things that other people would not notice awaken a distinct echo in me, and in such moments of lucidity, when I look at myself, I see that I am alone, all alone, all alone. - Henri Barbusse
Not really all "mine" but my experience is MINE.It happened to me. I cannot explain to where anyone ( except maybe another birthmother ) could possibly understand. It forever changed me as a human being. To know you have a child out in the world somewhere, that you know NOTHING about, tears away at your spirit. Not knowing consumes you at times...THINK ABOUT THAT.