I've gotten to a point where I don't know what I am anymore. I constantly feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I'm going crazy and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. I can't even think straight. I am a mess. I'm coming apart at the seams and it scares me.
With no pain in my life, I'm experiencing new and wonderful things, like tge love of a good man. He does not cause me any pain whatsoever, not like you who caused pain to others to feel better about yourself.
Somehow... I don't even know how cause you coldly turned your back and shut me out without a word I lost you..I lost you and in losing you, I lost myself. My life has changed. I am broken. And I don't even care to try and fix myself.
Quote on bipolar: I am good for a while. I'll talk more, laugh more. Sleep and eat normally. But then something happens, like a switch turns off somewhere. And all I am left with is the darkness of my mind. But each time it seems like I sink deeper and depper. www.HealthyPlace.com
I don't know what's going on in my mind. I don't even know who I am and for what I'm fighting anymore. I feel so lost. I'm lonely and depressed. Feeling empty and worthless. Everything is going down the road. I was doing good for a few months but now everything is as bad as before. The hardest part for me is that I had to quit school because I couldn't handle it. I feel like a complete failure. I'm broken and I don't know how to fix myself. I don't know anything. Help. #depression #anxiety…