This explains where I am at right now. I am emotionally raw because we are moving and I have had to say goodbye to alot of amazing people. I had to say goodbye to a lady who has been like a grandmother to me and I completely understand how one can smile at one moment but truly be breaking apart on the inside.
I am done with crying. I am done with trying. I am not tired of loving you but I am tired of trying to make you love me back.I am tired of these long chases which lead me to nowhere. I am tired of waiting for a rainbow to shine through us. I will never stop loving you but yes