WE'RE A TEAM. Whatever you lack, I got you. We will balance each other out. Minor setback? Guess we'll make a major comeback. Bad Day? Well I promise you a better night. You need support? I'll be your backboen. I'll keep you motivated and at the top, always. As long as you appreciate me and remain consistent you don't ever have to doubt my loyalty. You got me. I got us.
I get a shit ton of writing done, insomnia sucks, but these poems lately have been deep. I've a massed 3 full journals in 3 months. All of them with the first page stating, "should I die and you all FINALLY find them, they are never to be published. I am a woman who appreciates depth without applause for it. Respect that. Turn them over and I will haunt all of you. Love, Mom"
I do appreciate the effort you have put in recently trying to make me happy by fulfilling my every whim & every demand. Your positive complying actions have spoken louder than negative arguing words ever will. Even reluctantly bringing B to New Orleans, just because I said to. That alone speaks volumes of your efforts....but so does the brand new giant flat screen in our bedroom.
One of the most influential people in my 20's and 30's (@two_a_m_o) gave me a book that was titled "The Five People You Meet In Heaven". Reading that book changed something inside of me. It made me realize I was #lost (and even though I didn't have an exit plan to escape the devastating loneliness I felt daily in my soul) ... just to acknowledge I was lost was life changing. I appreciated how Mitch Albom narrated the story and with every word I became weaved in the story and #enthralled in…