out of all your lies ... I can laugh at my stupidity now for believing in you and falling or your lies. When you think of me I hope it makes you proud. It's not every day a person gets to crush someone who was hopelessly in love with them. Years of pain and heartache needlessly inflicted on someone who truly loved you all because you lead them on. Why emotionally destroy someone that way? Congratulations, you are a horrible person, asshole.
I'm sure there are so many reasons that I don't hear from you and I go over them in my head again & again..but some of them really hurt or drive me crazy...but as time goes by I feel less important to you & can't help but feel you slipping away. I hate it but you know you would too. I Love YOU so much & miss you like crazy!!
"its too late, I love you." All I can do is sigh at his words, "Chapin, if loved ones start to become part of my life, the ground under me will turn into a mine field. If one goes off who knows how many others will be blown up as a result? I don't want you to be caught in the blast." - Terminate by @paintsplatter24
I'm not perfect. I make mistakes. I have jealousy issues. And trust issues. I can be moody sometimes. But I promise you that if I say I love you, I mean it. I'm faithful, I'm loyal, and I will do everything I can to keep you. Don't confuse my caring for being controlling. Don't make me put in all the effort. Don't ignore me. Love me back like you mean it, or don't stay. Together, we're strong enough to overcome the worst of the worst; Alone, we struggle to find meaning.
I hope you know how much you meant to me. I know i treated you terribly and i don't deserve to ever hear from you again. But i will never love anyone the way i loved you. I want you to have the best life possible with someone who will love you the way i shouldve and who deserves your beautiful, kind, generous, loving heart. I'm sorry for the pain i caused you all those years and i hope you forget it all and remember the good only. You are the greatest Mother and Woman te amo mi amor.