If I tell you I need you, do not take it lightly. I do everything I can to never have to depends on anyone, to never show weakness. If I say I need you, it means I am trusting you to catch me when I fall - as I had caught you and not have you be the one to have pushed me.
I'm sorry I'm so so sorry I'm sorry I've got to be this way. But it hurts me more than you think I wish it wasn't like this anymore. Forgive me for being this way I need help I need comfort. Please just save me from myself
Prayer for you: God, you know that my heart is heavy tonight and I'm worn out. I need you to show me how to keep my faith when I feel as though my world is crumbling. Show me how to love the unlovely. Help me to see the light when all I see right now is darkness. Set me on a new path and help me to see the all the goodness that surrounds me.