But it never truly leaves you... Oh how it hurts to watch someone you love fall in love with someone else... I find it amazing that when two people like each other and don't tell each other. Everyone else knows except them it's kinda funny but also very serious because if he or she never knows they will try to move on or will start to think oh he or she doesn't love me so I can't tell her or him that I love them
I had two longings and one was fighting the other. I wanted to be loved and I wanted to be alone. - I finally found someone who the only time in my life helped defeat the desire to be alone which was life changing. Then she made a choice that showed that I meant very little to her and now I think the desire to be loved is now forever deafeted and it has taken a huge toll on my soul.
I believe in love and lust and sex and romance. I don’t want everything to add up to some perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness and I want Valentines and Cupids and all the rest of that crap. I want it all.