I wish I could show this to my friends so they knew the real me. They know the fake me. When I told them I cut myself and attempted suicide they just said why? Your such a happy person. I responded with "you know the fake, Acting to be happy me. Not the one at 4 am in my bedroom.".
I don't want to push you away, my baby. Every day I get that bit better but it will be a tough journey until my broken soul is fixed. I only hope that you can stick by me through this last hurdle so I can begin my life anew and I can heal.