I believe in commitment. I make jokes about wanting an open relationship, but really, when I commit to something or someone, I do it all the way. I have no idea how to only give a part of myself, I must give it all or nothing.
Scary how true this is. "Maybe, maybe I'll make you wait for an answer" was my response because I couldn't see a ring and he wasn't on bended knee ... Wasn't sure if Josh was for real about the proposal ... Haha, my bad (& yeah .. Sobbing once I realized that it was a proposal)
You have pinned for over a year about being glad you ended it and so he could fix his relationship. Like you should be given an award lmao don't you know that helping a married man cheat is the definition of toxic?! You're a fucking joke.
95% of my nightmares are not about the physical violence. My nightmares are usually watching him violate our marriage vows and nothing I say or nothing I try to do to get him to care about my feelings and the damage to our marriage gets through to him!
sol4rplexus: MBTI type compatibility --- I am INTJ, and my husband is ESFJ, my least compatible match (according to this chart) because both must compromise and practice empathy. Except we do! And I think we have an even better marriage because of it. That makes him my perfect match! He is the practical side of our plan for world domination ;) It does make me laugh though, I have always joked about how different we were - and here is proof haha!