This is me after I realized a group of people who made my life a living hell decided and so I left thwm even the one person I thought I could always go to she made me talk evem when I was upset but oh well
If someone else leaves me I dont know what Ill do.. By the way thank you dad (I hate calling you that) for starting all of this, its your fault why Im scared everyone will just up and leave me.. Ya know kind of how you did? On Christmas? You up and left me and my mom and my brother..
I fear getting close to people because I think they will just eventually walk out of my life no matter how close we were. - I had never been closer to anyone else in my entire life and for them to be so willing to destroy me for someone else who for the most part was a stranger... I have never known such betrayal and heartache.