If someone else leaves me I dont know what Ill do.. By the way thank you dad (I hate calling you that) for starting all of this, its your fault why Im scared everyone will just up and leave me.. Ya know kind of how you did? On Christmas? You up and left me and my mom and my brother..
This is me after I realized a group of people who made my life a living hell decided and so I left thwm even the one person I thought I could always go to she made me talk evem when I was upset but oh well
This is so sad. It needs to be a song. I was so blind and was used in the end like I was just nobody. How can a person be so selfish and only care about what benefits them and end up being such a phony.
behind-those-broken-blue-eyes: I have no one. I have no one who cares, I have no one to talk to. I have no one that’ll try to understand, I have no one to listen. Everyone has left. No one’s there for me. Absolutely no one. I’m so alone. I just need someone to hold me. I just need someone that I can run to on bad days and know they’ll be there with open arms.
I fear getting close to people because I think they will just eventually walk out of my life no matter how close we were. - I had never been closer to anyone else in my entire life and for them to be so willing to destroy me for someone else who for the most part was a stranger... I have never known such betrayal and heartache.