Brought tears to my eyes. Been very difficult to put into words but this is pretty close to a prefect explanation. Sometimes still afraid to fall but trusting in God that she will be strong enough to fly.
I think you've really got to wait and see how things play out. Sometimes a decision you might consider a regret or failure in the present can turn out to be the catalyst for something extraordinary in the end. Some of life's wildest journeys begin with a wrong turn.