How is it that you have forgotten me?... some days I wish I could forget too because the pain and your silence is so hard to bear...some days I can't help but remember different thoughts all through the day that tear at my heart and make my soul bleed and then there are other days where I Want to remember, remember how I fell in love with you and every thought and word to feel the pain So I Never Allow It To Happen Again...Ever... With Anyone.
i know that you're no good for me but it's worse without you, even when i try not to want you i end up needing you, you're my favorite joy yet my endless pain. i tried to hate you but the only thing i hated is how much i loved you