Exhausted! so bad i fell asleep yesterday midsentence talking to my aide. right after she arrive My head fell back and I started to snore. She could not wake me. i slept 2 1/2 hours. Till dinner ate very little sat on the bed fell asleep again in my clothes again and then it is today. I am still exhausted and hurt!!!!!
The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.