Feb. 26, 2006. I lost my daddy. 9 years but I'm still here, thinking about calling you up. But then I don't remember your number and then I remember you're gone. Elijah and Jazlyn would have adored you. I wish I could see your eyes light up at the sight of your grandchildren. I miss you.
I woke up in tears ,,, no wonder. My body was remembering what started to happen this day 25 years ago. It was a terrifying time in the two days following. It culminated with a little ray of sunshine being born. Every day my soul misses her little soul. I love you Tilly ... I am glad we survived that epic entrance. I will always miss you <3