I woke up in tears ,,, no wonder. My body was remembering what started to happen this day 25 years ago. It was a terrifying time in the two days following. It culminated with a little ray of sunshine being born. Every day my soul misses her little soul. I love you Tilly ... I am glad we survived that epic entrance. I will always miss you <3
I Royally Screwed up with Us because I just didn't know how to do things or how to act or even the right choices to make. I was never shown how. Ive learned So Much this last year that if a second chance is available there is No Way On Gods Green Earth I would repeat any of my past mistakes and I would do EVERYTHING I could to get it right and build a better future! ANYTHING and EVERYTHING!