i know that you're no good for me but it's worse without you, even when i try not to want you i end up needing you, you're my favorite joy yet my endless pain. i tried to hate you but the only thing i hated is how much i loved you
Truer words have never been spoken. I could be big again so easily. It's scary. I always wished to be thin before thinking I'd NEVER let myself get big again if I could start over. Well, it's not any easier to avoid my addiction thinner than it was heavier. I could be big again so easily...it scares me.
I honestly can compare to this.. I have many family members (unnamed) that are addicted to drugs and it destroys me when I see them one month and see them the next and they're so tiny. It destroys me </3