Sometimes we feel so unworthy, we remove our crown altogether. Put it back on and straighten it. Now straighten your posture, stand tall, lift your face towards heaven, and let it soak in what a true beautiful miracle you are. You were chosen, by God, to live this very moment. Make the most of it!
And why is that. Not for my ex, but for everyone around me. Why do I feel so alone in a crowd. The one time I feel truly happy is when I'm around the one I'm beginning to love, or perhaps beginning to want to love is better. And why can't I tell her so, despite how I feel. It's just fear, fear of rejection. Because if she says no, I'll again be broken.