~kind'a epps in...because my heart didn't want to hear what my gut was saying, till my brained chimed in and stated, "I know love is blind Trina, but deaf and dumb too? C'mon girl your better than that"
This...yes. He may have thought it was easy for me to leave, but it was one of the hardest things I have ever done. It hurt like hell. Because I did love him with all my heart, body and soul. I know at one time he loved me too.
How is it that you have forgotten me?... some days I wish I could forget too because the pain and your silence is so hard to bear...some days I can't help but remember different thoughts all through the day that tear at my heart and make my soul bleed and then there are other days where I Want to remember, remember how I fell in love with you and every thought and word to feel the pain So I Never Allow It To Happen Again...Ever... With Anyone.