I hope you know how much you meant to me. I know i treated you terribly and i don't deserve to ever hear from you again. But i will never love anyone the way i loved you. I want you to have the best life possible with someone who will love you the way i shouldve and who deserves your beautiful, kind, generous, loving heart. I'm sorry for the pain i caused you all those years and i hope you forget it all and remember the good only. You are the greatest Mother and Woman te amo mi amor.
And the awful thing is that all of a sudden you remember a hell you thought had never existed. But it did and no one did a damn thing to stop it. Now as I'm spiraling upwards insteD of down, I can't be whole again. I can't. He took that from me, and the worst part is that he doesn't even remember it. But I do. I do remember. god wouldn't let me forget. Why!