i do miss you. i miss the us that was .. the us when we first met .. i used to say, "i don't mind letting you wrap me around your little finger because i know you won't hurt me". i still don't think you hurt me intentionally. i just think you decided you didn't love me any more - why? you never told me. i don't know if i stifled you.. again, you never told me - that bit was unfair. but at the core, i love you.
It's kind of fucked up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decideds to never talk to you again, No reason No explination. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you've never meant anything to them; and what hurts the most is how they make it look so easy.
"...without my permission." Instant tears pool within my eyes. It's like a punch to my stomach. I love how the words are written, but hate how skillful they are in raising the once happy memories that will never be again.