I'm starting over. A new pattern of thoughts. A new wave of emotions. A new connection to the world. A new belief system in myself. (scheduled via http://www.tailwindapp.com?utm_source=pinterest&utm_medium=twpin&utm_content=post554529&utm_campaign=scheduler_attribution)
Every year, this season, this time, I feel happy, and I pay for it. Something always challenges me, my world turns upside down and I am faced with my own fears. Ahh, but othis year is different. I've over come my fears but live everyday in despair. This year it has not ended. And I continue my search for "happy". Only I never really want to find it, since it will just hide away again.
WHEN YOU FEEL AWKWARD AND OUT OF PLACE. But then I remembered my new mantra of fully embracing life, so I forced myself to tune out the voices of insecurity and doubt in my head telling me all sorts of lies about I didn’t fit in this group or that I was an outsider. Instead, I decided to look for someone to bless and encourage.
❥ and now I'll do what's best for me...needs to be my motto for 2013... start this new job(it's what's best for me I don't have time to worry about others), stop letting people walk all over me, continue fallin in love with the best guy ever!! :)