Yep. This is the reason why I flip out on you. You have no idea how hard it is knowing you're not mine but I have you in my life..it's like I rather have never met you to make the pain in my heart go away...
"And what you'll never know is the war I fought, with myself, to not give up on you. But even if you did, I'm certain you wouldn't understand it. Because that's what it is like inside when heart and mind are enemies. War. And one has to lose."
I look forward to the day when this is said to me and they truly, actually mean it, with their heart and soul. I will feel it and know it to be true, I will know this is not just something they trot out, for whatever reason. I will know, and they will know that we are meant to and want to be together.
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