Family is your family even in the hardest of times. We fight, we complain, our words can tear each other down, but despite all this in their heart of hearts they love you. Even if that is hard to understand or believe at times.
Waking up in the morning for work, school, or any other reason usually isn't an enjoyable task (unless you're going on vacation, etc.), but these unusual (yet real) alarm clocks aim to make it a bit more interesting.
And I have found him. I made this especially for my King. He's my Joker and I'm his Harley, in other words we are each others kinda crazy!! I have never experienced what I feel for him, the love, the passion, the intensity and the rawness of it all. Our demons dance very well together.. Sometimes all these feelings drive me a little insane... But hey, sometimes you need to go a little crazy to stay a little sane!!
Your N makes no effort to even acknowledge how his behaviour has hurt you. Expect him to blame you and tell you that you are the unreasonable one the whole way down the line. They deny they do it, deny they are the problem and lay the blame on someone else. That’s why the no contact rule is the only way out of the frustration and extra hurt. Waiting for an N to validate your experience or change the N behaviours could mean you will be trading emails at 90 and still not get...