These stages are so important. Most days I'm in number Some days you slip backwards. Also be quick to forgive yourself and allow the emotions of grief. Divorce is like death. No one understands it till it happens to them.
Healing After the Suicide of a Loved One will help you take the first steps toward healing. While each individual becomes a suicide survivor in his or her own way, there are predictable phases of pain that most survivors experience sooner or later, from the grief and depression of mourning to guilt, rage, and despair over what you have lost.
Stages of deconversion that people go through when they change their worldview and start dealing with the repercussions. Similar to the 5 stages of grief but a bit different. I can relate to this so well!