So when I get excited about a subject I really know like history I start talking fast and get all into it (and people really just ignore me and look at me like I'm weird) and then after I spouted off some stuff and I'm out of breath everyone ignores me and starts talking to someone else like I never said anything & I get really embarrassed and hide in my room the rest of the night and cry. I wonder if things will ever change?
"Don't wish today away. Don't waste it. Redeem one hour to be grateful. Let your thanksgiving rise above the din of disappointment - opportunities lost, mistakes made, the clamor of all that has not yet come." ~Sarah Ban Breathnach
Your love can be likened to that of the sun— it burns ever so brightly, but only for so long before it gives way for the darkness to creep in. And still you wonder how is it that I love the gentle moon far more than I can ever love the too brilliant sun, now you know.