I've had 4 drinks in the last hour. All with a splash of coke. I am drunk and I'm restless to see some kind of pat from you tonight that sheds a spec of hope on us. The truth is I can't tell you how long I've thought this, but I've thought of you as my wife. I've referred to you as my wife several times. That's just how I feel. Maybe cuz I pictured spending the rest of my life with you.