although it may help right now, selfharm will not help in the long run. please don't ever resort to selfharm as it will only make things worse. you're worth life and you're worth happiness. selfharm will not help you achieve this. find it in yourself to stop, you CAN do it. i did. this is really cliché, but... it does get better.
중국 민간 10대 국보로 인정된 홍산옥기 红山玉器 (Chinese private teen Hongshan jade C Edition recognized as a national treasure.)