"Begone! I do break my promise; never will I create another like yourself, equal in deformity and wickedness." Because of my senseless experimenting, I have been the indirect cause of the death of my loved ones. I will live with this guilt forever. http://www.gutenberg.org/files/84/84-h/84-h.htm#chap24
As long as others dictate your life you will always be at the bottom. Break free from others "advice". Am I the only person left in the world who does not give a **** about what others say and think about me? Yes I do care about what actions they take but they can think and say whatever they please.
“Sin [is] a spiritual wound that causes guilt or ‘remorse of conscience.’ Guilt is to our spirit what pain is to our body—a warning of danger and a protection from additional damage. From the [Savior's] Atonement flows the soothing salve that can heal our spiritual wounds and remove guilt [if] applied through the principles of faith in Christ, repentance, and consistent obedience. The results of [which] are peace of conscience, comfort, and spiritual healing and renewal.”
If you don’t allow yourself to move past what happened, what was said, what was felt, you will look at your future through that same dirty lens, and nothing will be able to focus your foggy judgment. You will keep on justifying, reliving, and fueling a perception that shouldn’t have existed in the first place. -- read: http://www.marcandangel.com/2015/01/21/8-toxic-beliefs-most-people-think-are-normal/