Bruja by Segovia Amil. The darkness in a woman is such that, stripped of our sight, we must feel our way through it- we crawl, we enter her circle of hell until we sympathize with her sorrow, until we learn from her rage.
When I am silent, there is a storm inside. turning the rage into mental illnesses, like depression, anxiety/panic attacks, PTSD, borderline\ personality disorder. it makes my fibromyalgia flair up and sets off an IBS attack
When I feel like channeling my inner angsty teen or when I feel the need to yell absurdly loud, I listen to music from those who feel the same. Weirdly enough, instead of fueling my frustrations, listening to angry music actually is a way to let off steam and channel feelings in a positive way.