I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have... although I am finally coming to terms with it.. realizing that the life that I had planned out for myself was nothing as awesome as the life God has planned for me. Instead of seeing my mental illness as an extension of myself that I should be able to get rid of... I can see it as a part of myself that has been given to me to help me become the person God meant for me to be.
I'm learning how to sleep again ~ for so long, the anger of the abuse kept me unable to sleep until he left for work. Serious chronic fatigue was my daily experience ~ there is peace and energy that comes with leaving an abusive relationship. There is hope <3