I’m tired of pretending being happy like no thing is wrong with me. Tired of pretending that maybe one day I’ll be okay. Tired of pretending that I don’t care with what people say or do Tired of everything, everyone
when any of this seems too hard, when I feel like I am too tired, when i am scared of fucking up and ruining everything I have to remember that I can't fuck up, i can ruin, i can't be too tired if I am living to feel alive. God damn it.