Of you. I mean, it's not as if I didn't try. I tried. I tried to salvage what we had, i tried to be very nice even though all you treat me is like shit, but at the end of the day, it all boils down to nothing. So, I guess, it just means it's not meant to be. We can never force things that have no chemistry. And frankly speaking, Im quite tired of your shit. So maybe we all need a break, yah?
This is pretty relevant for me right now. I've spent so much time caring about others' opinions of me, caring about their feelings, impressing them, and trying to be someone I'm not for them. My heart is so tired of trying to give itself to everybody it meets.