When I am with my fiance, I feel the most comfortable and open that I've ever been. I can let out all of the things about myself that I sometimes feel I can't with people because of my gender, and he can do the same with me. We both appreciate how our genders create a uniqueness within us, and how our genders give us different lenses through which to see the world. In this situation, I am open to be my full gender and my full identity.
i CANNOT believe this to be true; this is the most torturous situation i've ever been in, where i've felt the highest of highs & the lowest of lows--AT THE SAME TIME. how can this be worth it? it's tearing me apart!!!
I really do love you... I just don't know why is it so hard to have a simple conversation with you... do ppl know about something I don't know? You have shown me so much.... How can we talk without any one knowing..♡
When we first started talking. I honestly didn't want to get involved with anyone. Heck, I never saw it coming. But you were the absolute best to me, and you were so easy to talk to. Little by little, I found myself falling even harder for you.
I do ache for U Baby!! When I'm away from YOU I just can't hardly stand it! I Miss U so bad & really desperately need YOU! I want YOU in my arms so bad!! I need time with U Baby!! To hold your hand..sit close to U..look into your eyes & tell U how much I Love U! I want to kiss U softly & then hard!! Please find a way! I'll hold U so very tight!!! Sweet Dreams!! I Miss U!!:-*:-*:-* so much!!***