Yes. I am so done with everything tonight. I don't know whats wrong with me..but thenagain I do. Its just hard to explain. I am so tired of being tired of everything. I go from being super happy to being sad. I am always sad and happy at the same time and I don't know how. I am always confused. And I hate feeling like this all the time. I am okay when I am around people but even then I feel so alone. My thoughts hurt me.
Every night I stay up past 12, past 1, etc. Not because I'm not tired. Not because I want to tweak on those social networking sites. Because I am tired, I want to sleep. But I can't because my mind runs like crazy. It over thinks, over analyzes things that I don't want to think about. So I purposely keep myself awake and tire myself out so that when I do finally lie in bed, I fall asleep and my thoughts don't keep me up.