It only hurt me because of the way you left me and went to him so quickly without even giving me a chance to show you how good I can and loving I am and how badly I wanted to make everything right with you. I do still love you and it's killing me.
I've never had my heart broken as badly as you did. Being wrongly accused of terrible things hurt like nothing else that's ever happened to me. My heart has been beaten and battered by the man I love most in the world, and still, I can't hate you.