Mental disorders are not beautiful. There is no 'off' button. No way to turn it off, and no escape. So stop romanticizing them, and support those who cannot help having them. Because when you have a mental disorder you cannot help it.
Live to see the day cancer fucking disappears completely. In the mean time, have faith. It worked for me and Its a blessing that my mom's a cancer survivor. Big props to the One above. :-)>> lots of people I know are dying of cancer rn. I hate it