often, i picture us holding hands and watching movies, sitting on beaches beneath old oak trees, hearing you laugh throughout the day and catching you smile when you think i don't see. and all i can do is hope that whe
My demons though quiet, are never quite silenced. Calm as they may be, they wait patiently for a reason to wake, take an overdue breath, and crawl back to my ear and make me feel everything I want to leave behind again and again.
After a while you begin to love your problems. You fear recovery. When you have struggled for so long, you don't remember life without your inner demons. You don't want to remember. Because without them, who are you?