I Dont Know why it hurts so much. Maybe I was falling for him. I shouldn't have. I feel like I got hit with a bullet. My heart is heavy and everything hurts. I hate it all and a part of me knew this was going to happen, to ever believe someone would actually care for me. A mistake. I should know better. I should get used to being alone.
YES "I know this feeling. It's an all consuming feeling of emptiness and loneliness. Even when you have people that care about you. You still feel alone and empty. And you want to just cry out for help but the emptiness consumes you.
Months of off and on sleep. Endless long nights of worry and stress. Just want some answers but I know in God's time, It will all work out. In His time and His way but in the mean time, He will provide the strength that I need to get us through it ALL!!!!!