Wow. This hit a mark in me. I have sought God in the vicinity of my doubts because ... I mean, what else are you gonna do? Stop seeking? And the thought that Joy can spring from what you thought was a dry wasteland? Nothing short of miraculous!
The world would do better to cosentrate on the characteristic of God's Holiness before they concentrate on the characteristic of His Love. Without attempting to undertand His Holiness, through the Holy Spirit, we can NEVER understand His Love.