i feel empty yet so full of emotion like the smallest thing could push me over the edge what do you do when there's nothing but pain left inside you and what if everythin we were looking for only existed in our dreams how do you explain something you don't even understand yourself
I miss the girl that made everyone happy and didn't self-harm, wasn't suicidal. I miss the girl that had tons of friends. I miss the girl that didn't need cheering up because she was always happy. I miss the girl who used to be me.
When I’m upset I shut myself down I have no motivation for anything I tell myself that nobody cares even though I know some do I think about all the negative things I could possibly think about I give myself all the pain thinking I deserve it I’m not sure | followpics.co