bible "study" in addition to just reading it. Studying the Bible should affect your life rather than just filling your head with more knowledge. The Bible is meant not to satisfy your curiousity, but to transform you.
I don't care what you think about me and if you're the kind of person that is going to judge me because I don't fit into the standard box of this world, I don't care if you don't talk to me. I will still love me and I will still pray for you. Romans 12:2