Pain.. What causes my pain? Im horrible, im ugly, im in horrible shape, i cut, i think of suicide, i starve myself, i feel left out, my family doesnt care, i cry myself to sleep at night, right before i sleep i cut myself, i have too many health probems to count
Why manipulate, give an under or overemphasis to what shouldn't have it? Why stay cynical, bitter, or spiritually jaundiced (adjective ˈjôndəst) inside? Why exploit people, strive in the flesh ..when called to stop it n enter His rest? Why puff u up, put ur heel on foreheads to climb, push like one who is pushy, grasp n claw after a position or a badge with title on it or and office with a view, or self-promote? There's a better Way ..who was humble n didn't.
Sometimes you just have to remind yourself that it'll all be okay. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow but one day. Say it enough that one day you'll actually believe it. Remind yourself that things have changed, it changed for a reason, people change for a reason. You just have to let go and move on. It's going to be hard and you're gonna feel lonely but just hold on, cause who's to say tomorrow won't be the best day of your life?