The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.
BROKEN I’m sorry for everything I put you through. I spent two years pulling myself back together after everything went to hell. It took me a long time to get over my guilt for letting you go. I didn't even fight for us, for you and I will never forgive myself for not being able to do that for our marriage. Our love. Our family. You will always have a piece of my heart. I will always be broken without you.