I don't think anyone understands how much I want to kill myself but then I think of my family and say, no. I have a life ahead of me. I cannot give up now
When people look at me I feel so insecure. When they look at me I think the give me dirty looks but I might be imagining and I feel like they laugh at me and I don't understand I don't really have many close friends.
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You never did care right?
Everytime people ask me if I'm okay, it's just a reminder that I'm not.
i want to die because - Google Search
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that's what I get for playing with someone's feelings